I thank everyone for all the encouragement over the last couple of years, it sure has made a difference in my Quality of Life. You are part of the support that I have needed for so long and so grateful I found you all.
I just wanted to write and hopefully give others hope for what may lie ahead. It has been 5.5 long years through recovery. I have found myself ill most of those years and struggled the first couple with life and work. Never seemed to be enough energy in me to get through the days and finally something gave and that seemed to be my health. I finally gave my body the priority I needed to instead of the JOB that always wore me down. Now after another long year off work I am finding my way back to a life I once knew. I finally have found medication that seems to be controlling the nausea the few days I have been taking it. In just a few days I have a new found hope that I never thought was going to happen. I am finally eating better than I have in the past few years and working out seems to be paying off. I am now working with trainer to get stability and stamina in my life so that will be able to cope with all fassets of my life. I am grateful for the few days I have had and will build upon them. I finally feel like I am gaining a little control back in my life and it does feel so good. Sometimes it takes along time but I finally feel like my time is coming to and end. I have learned to live in the moment even though others want me to for see the future, I know I cannot do. I am living a simpler life and found it can be stress free.
Thanks again for all of you, for you have helped to make a difference. It is true about what support can do to improve the quality of ones life. Councilling helps so much too. I find talking has been the best medicine.
Love to all,