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she would have been 32...
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Apr 08, 2002 - 11:08 pm
today would have been my sister julie's 32nd birthday...she died 1 year, 1 month, 3 weeks, and 2 days ago...of cervical cancer which spread to her liver. I've counted down every single day since she died...and I made good progress all day today and I finally just broke down...I miss her so much...she was my idol and I miss her so much...everday i think about her...I wish there was something I could have done to help her...but I guess we all feel that way dont we? |
Joined: Nov 2000
I think we all do feel that way. My mother died about six months ago, and the week before last would have been her 76th birthday. She at least had a chance to live her life.
I'm sure you did for her all that you could do, and that's the most anybody can give. You probably know that. In a way, I probably just wish I could have prevented her death...silly, but there you have it.
Joined: Apr 2002
I am new at this so bare with me. I can't imagine how you feel. I think your sister would want you to make her proud. We cannot control these awful circumstances but you are doing the right thing. Here, you will find the support you need and maybe you can help others through ther hard times. I believe that your sister is in a better place now! If you need to talk I will listen. Natlousha
Joined: Apr 2002