Jun 01, 2001 - 4:12 pm
Hi, all. I posted for the first time a couple of weeks ago. Been down in the dumps for a while. Just not feeling like there's anything to look forward to. Have a feeling my 'significant other'-- who I though was going to move here in August-- is going to bail on me. Just intuition. No friends (not a one) and no family here and I feel like crying at the most unreasonable times. Think i'm going to go on anti-depressants next week. Maybe that will do the trick. I hope so. Treatment is going okay-- weekly Taxol. A few aches and pains in my hips and neck and I'm starting to feel pretty pooped, but I'm halfway though as of this week. That's a milestone at least. I'm 27 and feel like I have nothing to look forward to. And I hate that.