I usually have my treatment at 9:50 AM but the computer went on the blink again. So I cant go till 2:00 PM. If I could not make that I would have to wait till Mon. and that is out cause I want this to get over as soon as possible.
I have spent the morning cleaning up and I made a box cake for my husband. I have not done all that much for him sence I have become ill and he has been my "rock". He does not complain about having to clean when I cant, plus he works the grave yard shift. His boss called and he is going to beable to work second shift. I am so glad casue now I wont be alone all night. I have a dog but it's just not the same.
I am glad I found this place that I can talk. Sence I have become ill I had plunty of people that wrote and called but now it has blown over and only my true friends call to see how I am. Even some of my family acts as if I have something catchy.
I have 2 brothers and 1 sister. I am the youngest out of them all.I use to be close to my brothers but sence everyone got married, we all seemed to go our seperate ways. I just resently got close again with my brother Mark. We had a hugh arguement and had not talked for a few years. I again swolled my pride and told him that life is way too short and that we should just forget the past and look to the future. We are still not as close but we are getting there. Things happen and things are said and sometimes you cant take them back.
My sister and I have never really gotten along all that well. She see's things one way and I see them total the other direction. Sometimes she acts better then everyone else. She and I never got along as kids (not on my part). I think thats why I bonded with my brothers more. She did not want anything to do with me and I still feel she feels the same way. She has kids of her own and they are the only reason why I go visit and keep in contact. I miss not having a sister to talk to. I have friends that have sisters and are so close. I envy that. Maybe some day!! Life is strange that way.
Bye for now.
Everyone hang in there and better days are coming.
Hugs to you all