Mar 30, 2001 - 12:18 pm
Hi all: Just have a quick minute but where else would I go when I'm feeling so low. Just lost my mom on Wednesday eve. Made it down there just in time (She lives about an hour from me). Left work early to beat the traffic. (God was watching me that day) Really feel bad cause I haven't called her that often, didn't make it a priority to go down there to see her very often, and I never got to tell her how I felt, since she was out of it when I got to the hospital> And if that's not enough, I have to decide to take her off life support!!!!!!! She lives with my younger sister and she was undecided as was my brother. So......Just shoot me now.>>> There laying her out today but I just needed to vent before I head over there. I know in my heart I did everything possible for her before she moved, she lived up here in my town. So why am I feeling so guilty??????