Mar 02, 2001 - 5:06 pm
I am suspecting that I might have a cancer in my neck. Once I found a lump in the neck, I can't help but keeping touching it and hope it is just my imagination. But it didn't go away. I heard that if the lump is movable, it's sort of a good news. But who knows? And when I found a lump, I start to feel there are several lumps around that area. Some says it's normal to find a lump in some areas of the body, but which one is normal? I have schedules a doctor's office visit, but I am wondering if I want to know what the lump means. Can I take it if I have cancer? Or maybe I will live longer if I don't know I have a cancer. I am so tired of being afraid...The more I touch the lump, the more I feel it grows and the pain from the lump. I don't want to die, but I wish I was dead so I won't feel afraid...