I have just recently been admitted to this "club" w/Breast cancer. i start chemo next week. I'm not quite certain if I'm scared or not. I really don't know what to expect or how I feel. I have a number of friends and family that all say they are here if I need them, the thing is,
they aren't. My husband takes me to apointments, but when I need to talk, he doesn't listen. I suppose it is too much for him. He is just like everyone else... it's happening to a friend, they can check in, but they're really not there.
Look at me, I'm writing to an empty chat area. There isn't anyone here either. i suppose I just wanted to chat. I'm not much of a writer, but perhaps a journal would work.