Nov 07, 2000 - 5:31 pm
Today was a tough one. My wife and I were talking about the possibility of cancer again. I won't know for sure for another two weeks after the mammogram and PET scans. She began to cry asking why me. I have suffered thru cancer once, then a stroke, heart problems, and now this. I didn't know it but she told me that my 7 year old son asked God at the healing service, not to take me from him and began to cry. The uncertainty is grooling and very very hard. My wife asks how I am dealing with it, and I tell her I am just numb right now. I am hoping for the best and not trying to think about anything else... but how do I help my family. What if the news comes back bad. Emotionally, I am struggling.