I am writing to express my hurt and anger when my mother passed away the end of February of this year. I keep going over and over in my head what happened and how quickly it happened. I'm angry because I went with my mother to visit 12 different doctors these last couple of years and no one could pin mark why she was experiencing so much pain in her left leg. She had left knee replacement and for a while she was fine.
It has been almost 10 months since I was diagnosed with stage 4 ovarian cancer, that the Doctor seemed to think was going to kill me almost immediately. I have not had surgery, chemotherapy, or radiation for this. I know the reason I am still alive is the Lord! Whatever has happened and will happen is in God's capable hands! Thank you Lord for all You do!
The day my life changed was the day I realized I could leave my daughter to grow up by herself. I was not afraid to die. I was devastated to leave her. From the day I was told I had liver cancer, I felt like I existed in a cloud through my treatment. Many tests, blood work, then chemo embolization. Recovery, dealing with not being at work. Trying to get my life in order should I not survive. Nothing like feeling that your in a cloud. The best thing that could happen to me was to have people care for me.
My husband is 75 and has advanced prostate cancer. We've been married almost 38 years, and it took him 30 of those years to kill any love I had for him. That's a very long story that doesn't need to be rehashed here. Suffice it to say that I don't love him. I don't even like him anymore. Now he has cancer and I'm stuck being his primary caregiver.
I guess you can call his my final straw with this disease but I thought I'd try I'm a Mother &Must keep trying to conqer the disease.I am 34 yrs old &have recently been diagnosed for the 5th time with 4 surgeries well that has not helped me so theyve recently started me on hormonal theropy which makes things worst,so basically I'm trying to see if someone has lived that one & can possibly throw out an idea...Anything helps at this point!<**** src="/sites/all/libraries/tinymce/jscripts/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/****/smiley-undecided***" alt="Undecided" title="Undecided" border="0"
Not sure where to start so please understand. At age 26, a discussion with family member shared how several family members were so happy that I had a child. They were all told years ago that I would probably would never have a child. Of course, I was never told this but today am grateful for my son.