So Sorry!

Dear Hummingbyrd,
I just got to use the computer and nobody is in the chatroom! It is 10:23pm est! I would have been on the computer sooner, but my sister had to use it and she just got off! I so wanted to chat with you guys.
However this is not my computer to use at will or desire..... I am only here untill I get a place and then I will have my own computer to communicate with you all. I am not complaining.. On the contrary it is so much better here... However I do have to get along with others, because it is not all about me and what I want when I want.... Just wanted to let you know that it was'nt for lack of trying on my part.
I have a old email frozen in my email place on this network and it is driving me crazy!!! I can't erace it and it is too late to send.... I really need some help in that catagory on the new site.... It is getting on my last nerve, because I cannot send or respond to emails because the one I tried a few weeks ago comes up and I can't get rid of it no matter what I try. Is it just me or my mind? I have tried so many times and enlisted the aid of others..... Alas it is still there!?!? Can you or someon help me ?
Just know I wanted to chat and I am still having problens in a few other areas.... I sure could use some help... Starting to feel my old piucky self again, and want some resolutions as far as the new system goes.........
Gods Grace & peace & joy Always Yours
Love Cathy