Just a note

24242
24242 Member Posts: 1,398
edited March 2014 in Breast Cancer #1
Hello ladies,
I don't spend much time on the details of my cancer, enough to know that it was grade three with positive nodes and negative to hormone. I think we sometimes waste valuable energy on things that we can't control like the details of our disease.
I am still having a rocky existance with nausea and no hunger pains, hence still force feeding. I think that is what takes so much energy having to be so conscious of eating something if it has been along time. My pain is still very much controlled the best part of my recovery I just wish other things would fall into place and stablize. One truly does get sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I am still having to force the workouts and getting more active. Leading the sedantary life was very hard on my body and now hard work getting it back into some sort of shape. I am just so fortunate that my company is so understanding and hopefully with all the layoffs that have been having I will manage to have a job when I am ready to return. I told an old aunt recently that I was beginning to think surviving and living in the world is just plane and simply very HARD work. It is and I am up for the challenge how about you? I am going to be in such good shape that I will be able to kick the crap out of anyone and maybe last through an 8 hour or even 12 hour work day once again. I have been learning to make my life just as important as the feeling I have towards working and I agree that was definately lacking all these years. We are the priority or we won't have our help to return to our jobs that we love.
I am getting ready for two weeks holidays and just wanted to let you all know that I will be gone for a couple weeks. I am looking forward to going home and seeing my family since it is my mother's 70th Birthday. I will surprise her with my attending the party, I told them I wouldn't be able to make it. I hope that will be a good present for her.
Now you all have a good summer and truly take care of your beings. I really hope that you all find your health again just as I am doing. Seems it is in there somewhere just have to tap into it.
See you all soon and hope to catch some of you in chat on my return.
Be good our there,
Tara24242

Comments

  • 24242
    24242 Member Posts: 1,398
  • martyzl
    martyzl Member Posts: 196
    Have a great, safe and fun trip Tara!
    Yes, I can stand to take some of your advice... I love to read all I can and understand all that I can... too curious for my own good! I've learned about all that I can now... now I just go at it and give it my best.

    Look forward to seeing you back here. Have fun with your mum!!!

    Oh..."Be good our there," ... then you have to go and ruin all of our fun!!! *teasing grin*
    Be well!
    Marty
  • martyzl
    martyzl Member Posts: 196
    Have a great, safe and fun trip Tara!
    Yes, I can stand to take some of your advice... I love to read all I can and understand all that I can... too curious for my own good! I've learned about all that I can now... now I just go at it and give it my best.

    Look forward to seeing you back here. Have fun with your mum!!!

    Oh..."Be good our there," ... then you have to go and ruin all of our fun!!! *teasing grin*
    Be well!
    Marty
  • ldrunnrmom
    ldrunnrmom Member Posts: 15
    Tara-

    I hope your trip is everything you hope it should be and you have a good time with your family. Take care!

    Chris
  • cruf
    cruf Member Posts: 908
    Hi Tara. I'm so glad you will finally be going on a long ,well deserved vacation. The fact that you're surprising your mom will make it even better. Have a great ,Happy and Healthy trip. We will continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers! ENJOY! FEEL GOOD! Talk to you when you get back! HUGS!! Cathy
  • ksfc
    ksfc Member Posts: 251
    Have a wonderful trip Tara! What a nice surprise for you mom.
    Take care - Diane
  • banker
    banker Member Posts: 317 Member
    Hi Tara, have a safe trip and enjoy your family. We'll be here when you get back to tell us about it. Enjoy...take care...hugs...Emmi
  • grandma
    grandma Member Posts: 162
    Hi Tara, Enjoy your holiday get some well deserved R&R and have some fun, It's wonderful that you will be with your mom on her b-day. Have a safe trip, LOVE AND GOD BLESS AND WATCH OVER YOU.---Flo
  • maud
    maud Member Posts: 178
    Hi Tara,
    Hope you have a wonderful vacation with your family. God bless and keep you in his care. Debbie
  • vjc5199
    vjc5199 Member Posts: 101
    hiya, Tara,
    glad you are feelng well enough to travel again. have fun and be safe! God bless. Vicki :)
  • carolynj
    carolynj Member Posts: 61
    Hi Tara,
    Have a safe trip traveling home to visit your family and surprise your mom on her birthday. I'm sure she will enjoy seeing you tremendously. Take care of yourself and let us know the news when you return.

    Hugs from Carolyn
  • 24242
    24242 Member Posts: 1,398
    martyzl said:

    Have a great, safe and fun trip Tara!
    Yes, I can stand to take some of your advice... I love to read all I can and understand all that I can... too curious for my own good! I've learned about all that I can now... now I just go at it and give it my best.

    Look forward to seeing you back here. Have fun with your mum!!!

    Oh..."Be good our there," ... then you have to go and ruin all of our fun!!! *teasing grin*
    Be well!
    Marty

    I am usually around reading all the ladies, including you have to say. Thanks for your note. Can always count on this place to give me the hug I need.
    See you soon,
    Tara