the more I pray the worse things get for my mom

grandmafay said:

Sorry
I am so sorry. I know that even though we tell ourselves that they are now at peace, it hurts. We miss them. I am glad you have your faith. I believe that God has a plan for all of us. My husband often spoke of going home to God. At times I feel my husband near me, and he is at peace. I'm sure your mother is as well. Hugs and prayers, Fay

thank you Fay
Just not fair the short time we have on this earth.