I look at the blue sky
Feel the wind
breathe the smells enjoy sleeping and waking up a good healthy small portion meal and liking it
looking out my window watching TV looking at computer
not feeling that day in day out dragging me down to the point of ... bone pain aggravated by Lupron and telling the doc and having him tell me I don't know what I'm talking about.
never really wanted much more other than to be needed and to be left alone.
guess I will get what I deserve but unti lthen my time and my enjoyment is my own.