Initially when one receives news of a cancer diagnosis it is shocking, sudden, and seems unreal. The second notice that less than a year later the cancer has returned is even more of all that and then some. Along with those things there is a constant voice that says "give up" , but even with that ever present voice there is also faith. Faith says," Never give up, have faith in God."
So I am choosing to follow the 2nd voice. Where , when, and how it will end only He knows. One thing I do know regardless of what the future holds He is with us all the way.